Life

SO HAPPY!!!!

Thanks to all those who wrote and tried to comfort me. *hugz* Thanks so so SO MUCH. Really appreciate it. :)

Didn't know if I wanted to go for a friend's birthday celebration thingy at Times Square. Felt like I would feel left out cuz the people who are going aren't really close to me except for the bd gurl. So, discussed with a fren and she thought we should go cuz if we don't its like not nice, good frens not showing up, felt pretty bad. Anyhow, I didn't have transport and didn't want to take the lrt and monorail. SO ma fan besides dun wanna take it alone. In the end decided that if I go, one of my fren who lives near my house would fetch me.

Early morning, I asked my parents and they gave their permission. Little did I know my fren would msg me and tell me she can't make it. So scared at that time, don't know if I still wanted to go. Hmm but since already tell my fren to pick me, I decided to go but was worried. I was worried they would go and sit the rides. Yupz... I don't like those rides like my fren, so we thought we'd accompany each other but she told me she couldn't go! :(

The previous night, someone told me they might catch a movie, a horror movie but then said they might change their mind or sth. Haizz didn't want to watch a horror movie. I don't like them!!!! Really wanted my fren to go cuz she doesn't like them either so I thought we could just go hang around the mall whilst the others were in the movies.

My fren picked me up at 11.30am and off we went to Times Square. I didn't know the way though, so couldn't help with directions. Guess what? We took a wrong turning and ended up in goodness knows where... (but in KL). So we decided to just drive around and find our way. Haha.. kinda funny, we didn't even know which road it is situated at and just merely drove around looking at the brown buildings. Omg... suddenly realise KL so so SO many brown buildings, dunno which is Times Square. *yikes* !

After some time of turning here and there I decided to call someone for help. Didn't know where we were but just saw the concorde on our left. Later only knew we were at Jalan Sultan Ismail. Hmm we managed to locate Times Square but so happen to be on the WRONG LANE!!! It's like to go to Times Square all we need to do is to go straight for like 2 minutes and we will enter the parking bay but but BUT we got caught at the traffic lights and had to turn right cuz we were at the wrong lane. OMG!!!! so close yet so FAR! *sniff*

Hehe that time jon jon (my fren who was driving) was a wee bit exasperated. ''AIyo... so near d! but mus turn away....!!! '' I don't blame him, we were like driving close to an hour!!! There were no U-turns so we just continued on the road. Got lost again!!! Suddenly see that concorde is on our right. Frens were already at the restaurant and we were like '' we know where but we're trying to get back there!!'' So many roads with different different names, passed so many today. Suddenly see Jalan Sultan Ismail and we were like YAY!!!!! you'd think we were on the right track but we were just so happy to see a familiar road. hahaha.... suddenly see that concorde is on our left AGAIN. Yupz back at square one. *faints*

At least we knew how to get to Times Square from there. Finally managed to get there then meet up with our frens for lunch though most of them had either finished or were half way through their meal. Took us probably one and a half hours. Hmm I think I had a bit too much of KL for today. Sitting there seeing jon jon drive, he hungry d somemore hehe... and there were so many cars and busses, bit of traffic..... plus have to tolerate with the passenger in his car feeling its so fun to be lost (hehe.. ya.. I think its nice to just simply drive around without any directions, kinda like an adventure, dunno where u end up :p)

Hmm after lunch they decided they wanted to go to the themepark or to the movies (watch the cello) or go karaoke. I didn't want to do any of those. In the end they decided on the movies. Oh ya, my fren turned up!! so happy to see her!! seems she cancel the class she was suppose to have. YIPPEE!!! anyway, although few of us didn't want to catch the movie, we went. Something like give face la since it's her birthday and stuff. Haizz I really really didn't want to go. Horror movies really really NOT MY THING. But although I said I would just go in and close my eyes and ears throughout, they were okay with it. They prefered that to us walking in the mall outside. I have no idea why. :'( It's like they go and watch and we just walked around till they finish but they want us in there with them. Haizzz REALLY don't understand. WAste time and money and like forcing myself only. *torture* Explained that cannot take it, cannot sleep, will picture it over and over again and still............ I'm speechless...........

What to do? later people say we're not sporting, ruin their day, bd gurl not happy n stuff... So? We went. Then after they bought the tickets someone comes up to you and tells you that its okay if you dun wanna watch, then dun go. Is this like some game? first we say duwan then they like persuade you, later say duwan you to be not happy liddat and say its okay to not go (after purchasing the tickets). I really really *faint*

In the end, we (my fren and I) went into the cinema and came out halfway cuz I wanted to leave. We went back a while later(5mins or so). I didn't really watch the show, missed almost every part. Just covered myself with my jacket and covered my ears. Did that the whole way till my hands were sore and couldn't stretch properly anymore. *so painful* Then after the movie, they were like asking if scary.... those kinda stuff. I felt stupid. I didn't want to go yet out of not ruining people's day or just to follow their wishes, in the end I hurt myself. Was quiet for quite a while. Quite upset actually that my frens didn't understand and insisted we went in. Still dun understand why we couldn't just hang around till they were done at the movies or why they must pick a horror movie. Haizz.... few people asked if I was alright but I was too upset to answer. Just walked around a little, keeping to myself. Hmm my fren watched most of the movie though she is scared too but I guess her curiosity is greater and in the end she seemed far more okay with it than I was.

Haizz... I feel so stupid.

After the show jon jon sent me home again. This time there were two extra passengers. He sent them home first then me. We sorta guessed what time I would reach home and I WON! Hehehe... the four of us talking in the car lifted my mood. it was so nice compared to how the day had been. hehe jon jon had a bit of bad luck, kept meeting the red lights, three in a row. Haha see his expression just made me laugh. He wanted to win but everytime just reach the traffic lights when they just changed from yellow to red. So he had to wait.

Hmm... I'm disappointed with how the day turned out. The only time I was enjoying myself was in jon jon's car both when we got lost and on the way home. The remainder was kinda a disappointment.

HOorray!! exams are over.. SO HAPPY!!!

hehe... though some papers i didn't do so well, hope can still get a good grade but its over!! :) yupz.. jus wanna hav fun n enjoy for now. hehe worrying starts when the date the results will be release gets nearer :p

YAY!! Happeeee ME! :)

*smiles*